Return.
Finally opening up this old dusty blog of mine, I am surprised to find out that I have actually left my blog untouched since February this year. How time flies, it's now close to the end of September and I am officially 21 years old. Entering the adulthood doesn't change much of anything, but I guess I become more sentimental towards things, thinking back about the years I have undergone.
I remember back then in polytechnic days, I enjoyed my life. Meeting up friends every week, attending events, simply living life without worrying too much of what is to come ahead in my life. Ever since I entered University, I started worrying about every single thing. Even till now, I might still worry now and then about the tiniest thing. But I guess things got better, and I'm slowly regaining that confidence, happiness and smile that I have once lost during my University days.
Fret not, because Cynnie is determined to gain back what she has lost. I miss the old looks of mine, the old happiness of mine, and how my parents and everyone missed the old cynnie. I will return, and I promise that I will. Whatever comments that people have ever said, it's not going to affect me because I love myself for who I am, and I'm not changing myself because of the way people judge. Neh Neh Ni Poo Poo :P
"Train to Busan"
So, after contemplating to watch "Train to Busan" for like weeks, my Dad finally brought me out on a movie date the other day. Yay! You know such opportunities don't come knocking on your door...so when it comes you just gotta grab it. Headed down to Cathay Cineleisure with dad for an afternoon movie at 3pm and wow Dad was really fascinated with all the events and activities that were going on on a Saturday afternoon!
We settled down for lunch over at Burger King (since we have lost the one at Yishun since like forever) with chicken burgers and cheese fries. Yumz were the days of Burger King's breakfast croissant that we have on weekend mornings... :(
We went into the theatre at about 3.15pm and it started right on the spot, thankfully not missing any part of the movie. Dad was so uptight during the middle of the movie, he clenched his fist and his whole body were literally shaking. I bet the row of seats felt like an arm chair for the others :P
It really was a great movie. The intensity and climax of the movie was intense throughout, with tinge of humours here and there. Then came in the tearful scenes when the survivors sacrificed themselves one by one in order to save the others. Even the dad who gave himself up for his daughter.
What a great dad love.
And it comes to make me think about the relationship between my dad and I. Everyday, he does the washing of clothes no matter how tired he was. To me, I would nag at him to not wash it because I don't want him to be overly-tired and stressing over the washing of clothes after work. But on his perspective, he didn't want us to not have sufficient clothes to wear everyday. We cared for each other, but due to the habit of it, we fail to look at the other perspectives.
Dad, I love you. Thank you for everything that you have done. People might get bored with my endless "Thank You" posts, but I believe every single one is like a precious "Thank You" to you. I will work hard and make you proud, and for now, let us spend all the precious moments together :)
I love you too Mum, and my siblings.
I will post up photos next time! So till then, have a great night because Monday blues are hitting me.
Goodbye,
cynnie.
