Sometimes, it hurts.
It hurts seeing someone you love to be down, to be sad.
You wish you could be there for them, but you can't.
You wish they would open up to you, but they won't.
It's like when you're out in the rain, desperately trying to find a house to get in but the door won't budge.
You stood in the rain with tears, but your tears were hidden within the raindrops.
Do you ever feel, that all this might not be what you deserve?
Maybe I do.
That I do not deserve this form of love.
Who am I to be such a lucky girl and receive all this love?
I'm definitely not the one to begin with in the first place.
One day, just one day.
I hope this door would open.
Provide me a shelter.
Provide me warmth.
Dry up my tears.
I need you so much closer.
To believe and trust in me.
That we can withstand all these together.
That's all I needed.
I don't need much of your time.
I don't need you to give me all of your free time.
Because I respect you having your own time.
But what I need, was just a deeper connection within us.
That beats any amount of time we have together.
It hurts.
It hurts real bad.
I could feel my heart bleeding and it just won't stop.
I could feel my tears rolling down my cheeks and it just won't stop tearing up.
I could feel my breathing, trying to catch it's breath because I'm tearing up too much.
I want it to stop.
I want my smile back.
I want your smile back.
If promises were like rainbows, I hope ours would go on and on and on.
Like it will never end, and we will be connected for eternity.
I love you so much.
I really do.
And I won't hide it.
Because you never knew how amazing you are.
That it makes me want to be there for you all the time.
I would never give up, wanting to know you more.
Never.
Simply because, I love you to the moon and back.
cynnie.
It hurts seeing someone you love to be down, to be sad.
You wish you could be there for them, but you can't.
You wish they would open up to you, but they won't.
It's like when you're out in the rain, desperately trying to find a house to get in but the door won't budge.
You stood in the rain with tears, but your tears were hidden within the raindrops.
Do you ever feel, that all this might not be what you deserve?
Maybe I do.
That I do not deserve this form of love.
Who am I to be such a lucky girl and receive all this love?
I'm definitely not the one to begin with in the first place.
One day, just one day.
I hope this door would open.
Provide me a shelter.
Provide me warmth.
Dry up my tears.
I need you so much closer.
To believe and trust in me.
That we can withstand all these together.
That's all I needed.
I don't need much of your time.
I don't need you to give me all of your free time.
Because I respect you having your own time.
But what I need, was just a deeper connection within us.
That beats any amount of time we have together.
It hurts.
It hurts real bad.
I could feel my heart bleeding and it just won't stop.
I could feel my tears rolling down my cheeks and it just won't stop tearing up.
I could feel my breathing, trying to catch it's breath because I'm tearing up too much.
I want it to stop.
I want my smile back.
I want your smile back.
If promises were like rainbows, I hope ours would go on and on and on.
Like it will never end, and we will be connected for eternity.
I love you so much.
I really do.
And I won't hide it.
Because you never knew how amazing you are.
That it makes me want to be there for you all the time.
I would never give up, wanting to know you more.
Never.
Simply because, I love you to the moon and back.
cynnie.
