Books. Philosophy.

Today's post...might perhaps go a tad bit more personal.

I don't know if it's plainly just term test's stress or I guess...I've been keeping too much to myself.

Bear with me a little while.

Just a little while.

Will you?

I've been reading books these days.

Some old school books, Mitch Albom, John Green etc.

Started asking myself and really tried to figure out my thoughts deep inside.

My recent reads: "For One More Day" by Mitch Albom

Thoughts about regrets.

I agree, and I admit maybe I have too many(or should I say too much) regrets because it seems countless.

At times, we feel that our decisions were right.

Just that moment.

But when we thought back, why does it feel so wrong that it turns out to be a regret?

That's how I felt.

I could feel myself turning my head, looking back at the paths that I've taken and asked myself:

"Was that what I really wanted? Why did I even decide on that in the first place?"

Just like how I lost someone really important just because I was too sensitive at that moment.

Maybe.

I would laugh back and smile to myself.

When I remembered how I exclaimed to my sister when I went head over heels over someone.

She laughed, because well..she wouldn't expect that I could go that crazy.

I guess that's what made me really thought.

I have lost too many chances.

What I've always wanted, came true.

But why did I give it up on that very moment?

Chances..do they come back again?

I hope they do.

Because I'm never letting go anymore.

I'm never giving up on something that matters so much to me again.

If you do read it,

and you could be the one,

will you come back?

cynthz.